full of emotions .

Now , I know that monarch caterpillars live in the folds of milkweed leaves , that tights are never as tight as leggings , that 'We'll see' always means 'No' . I have learned enough of the world to realize that it is a place of grown-ups , and that the only way to leave my mark is to speak at the ends of their sentences and act so much like them that they sit up and take notice . I know that the minute I fall asleep ,my teddy bears' sewed-shut eyes snap open .

I know that truth can cause a sharp pain behind your eyes and that love sometimes feels like a fist around your throat .

Why am I feeling this way ? Why am I so emo nowadays ? Why do I feel like crying everytime I see it happening ? Why do I feel so dumb and useless ? Im still trying to find the answers to my questions . No one knows and they can never understand . Except for Zaza (':