him . i wanna make things ryt for the first tym .

im tired of all this happening . he wouldn't have done this to me if he trusted me enough as his girlfriend . but , what does it turn out to be ? .. Tht chinese guy and I are frens . best frens , to be specific . why must he be jealoused ? its not my fault tht i didnt talk to him much , ryt ? i didnt talk much to him cuz i hv no idea wad to talk abt . and , its very awkward to be making jokes and making fun of things wif him . But wif tht guy ..? its very easy bcuz we got along since laz yr . he's my best fren , since last year ! he have to understand .. this isn't love , its crush . if he love me so much , he wont be getting jealous if i hung out and joked ard wif tht guy . he have to make some sense into it . tht guy is a chinese , for god's sake ? does he really think tht i would actually fall in love wif tht guy ? he hv to noe , tht i love him and no one else . since this is wad he thinks , well yeah , thrs nothing i can do .

people have been going ard , calling Atiqah perampas (snatcher) . blogreaders , Atiqah is not a snatcher . i was angry at her , and tht is why i saed all those bad things abt her in my previous blog . but now , i found out all the back story . Atiqah std wif Rahim , and she broke up wif him a few days aft tht .. bcuz , she wanna wake Rahim up , for losing such a good girlfriend like me . Rahim doesn't want a brk , but , Atiqah saed tht , wtv it is , they broke up alr . because of my previous blog , Atiqah's boyf broke up wif her and he even called her perampas . it mkes me feel guilty , doing all this things to her when she wanted to help me . Atiqah , im sorry for doing all this . Syakirin , if u happen to read this , i really appreciate it if you culd patch back wif Atiqah cuz she's a grt girl . Both of you look so sweet together and i dun wanna ruin eur relationship . Im sorry , again .