lala (:

Happy Mother's Day (:

2009-05-10T21:26:00.002+08:00

She was the one who raised me up 'til now .
She was the one who entertained my nonsensical attitude .
She never complained about the workload she has to do everyday .
She tried her best in doing whatever she can for us , her 5 kids .
She gave us everything we wanted even though she do not hv enough money to .
She woke up as early as 5 am to do housework .
She only get to rest for only a few hours , and will then resume to doing housework .
She is our hero , she is our love .
She is our mother . I love you , mummy . (':
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY . Wo Ai Ni !

Spent Mother's Day at Johor instead . Pfft ! I didn't get anything for Mum at first . 2nd sister went off to a shop at Johor while me and Mum bought some facial stuff for her . 2nd sis helped me buy a bouquet of flowers to give to Mum . Haha ! I used Dad's money to buy it . Heheheheh , [i'm broke .] Well , slept over at Johor yesterday and it was super bored there . The only fun part was watching Aril *melt melt* . Aril was eliminated , and he was voted in back . Yeay ! It was 10.45 pm and I shouted when they announced Aril will be going to the finals . Mum's face was already unsatisfied . Haha ! Today , studied Science , and finally , 3 chapters completed . :D 5 more chapters to go and , History is UNTOUCHED . Cool much ? ;D I will flunk flunk flunk History .

I'm becoming FAT FAT FAT :o And , my height has not GROWN TALLER . AZ recommended me to exercise + drink more milk . Alahai , MALAS lahhhhhhhhhhh ):

quizzes .

2009-05-08T21:35:00.005+08:00

I am so bored . Yeah , eventually , I took some quizzes at Facebook . It was nice , though (:

- Youre going to end up with a really cute person :)

You have/had awesome experience with your loved one , and you don't really care about the look , well you probably do want sumone cute ;)

Daaaaanng !

2009-05-08T18:33:00.002+08:00

ART IS KILLING MY BRAIN CELLS !

I have been thinking and cracking my head about what to draw for Art . In the end , the result is the same old thing like last year's creation . So random -.- My Art piece is about a girl who likes a guy and hv been putting on high hopes ever since . But ever since she found out that he is attached to another girl , she felt so LOST and CONFUSED , not knowing what to do . As a result , she stopped her journey of being in love and ended up being LONELY and emotional .
My final piece was so [insert word] . It was super duper effing ugly and I feel like crying 'cause I cant DRAW . how sad ? Art is all about expressing emotions and know how to be imaginative etc etc .. But what the heck , I'm not imaginative and I do not know how to express emotions . Sad Sad Sad ): I finished my Art in 1 hr and 30 minutes and I ended up sleeping throughout the whole exam period . Stupid Aleks , keep distracting me 'till I keep waking up . I gave him a look and he shut his big mouth up . It is super stressing if you ended up sitting beside a blonde-haired Russian guy who can't keep his mouth closed . Perhaps next time , I should bring along a GIGANTIC scotch tape and put it on his outh if he dare distract me again ^^ He ate too much of chicken butt/private part , i think -.-

Maths was so freaking easy . But , I am so damn sure tht thr will be a lot of carelessness here and there . When I say it's easy , the outcome is : I will not get what I expected . Again , how sad ): Oh yes ! For the first time in history , I am able to do map scale questions without any difficulties ^^ YAY ME ! It was so stressful/stressing when Ms Wang taught us tht topic . Ms Wang teached wayyyy to fast 'till I can't catch up . I guess she didn't know tht my brain cells are getting weaker day by day -.-

Oh man , Mr Lee wont be teaching us anymore ): Now , tht Ms Wang will take over . She will go ,"Why do I hear noise ?" ; "Who is that talking ?" It is damn irritating . If we whisper QUIETLY , she will say tht line over and over again . Stupid pig -.- And , after exams , it will be back to boring old lessons . Mrs Grace Tan's lesson will be oh-so-sleepy like always . Unlike Ms Intan's lesson , which is always full of joy and excitement ^^ Now , exam is left with Maths Paper 2 , Home Economics , History , Science . Science , I WILL DIE FOR SURE . Those formulas and key points cant seem to enter my head ! If I fail , how ? ):

OhMyGay ! Tht Drama guy likes me ! :S I wanna puke ! I wanna puke ! +o(

talam dua muka !

2009-05-06T16:36:00.003+08:00

Friends help each other when they are in need .
Friends go through thick and thin together .
Friends are always together no matter what .
Friends are the most beautiful soul in the world .
Friends will be there for you in everything you do .
Friends support you in whatever you do .
Friends are there to give you hope .
Friends will always give you encouragement .

Friends do not backstab each other !
Friends do not say bad things about you behind yr back !
Friends do not bitch about you when you're not there !
Friends do not tell someone else what they meant to be a secret !
Friends do not do ALL THAT !

Eh , Elyna , you call yrself a friend ey ? Yes , you're a 'FRIEND' indeeeeeed . I'm so 'proud' to hv a 'FRIEND' like you , okay ! Why are you doing all tht to me ? Whatever I said to you , Syidah , Zaza , Sha , Shekyn and NatyQa are meant to be a secret , okay . Why in th world , why in the hell do you tell Nadeea what I said when me and her are fighting ? Friends do not do all this . I judged you wrongly . I thought you are the best , wonderful friend in the world . But now , I guess I'm wrong . Whatever secret tht I hv , DO NOT expect me to tell you every single one of the details because I trust you no more . I'm just utterly dissapointed in you for doing all this . I helped you in any way I can . I helped you get the guy tht you wanted . Did I actually tell anyone your secret ? The answer is : NO ! NO , N-O , okay ! I dont backstab my friends . I treasure them instead . If you keep on doing this , no one , NO ONE is going to be friends wif you in the future . I guess I'm too gullible , right ? Tht you used me this way . This is it , last and not least , I HATE YOU . Thank you for making me feel tht way .

solihin merepek .

2009-05-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

I was asked to update by Solihin about HIM . -,-

solihin says:
tenga buat ape?
Lala ! says:
blogging
solihin says:
blog pasal aku ah
Lala ! says:
gyler .
solihin says:
(:
Lala ! says:
nk glamour je kau !
solihin says:
blog je pasal aku
Lala ! says:
nak ckp aper ?
Solihin merepek nk mampos ?
solihin says:
jangan ah
Lala ! says:
abeh ?
solihin says:
cakap lah " solihiin howt sey"
Lala ! says:
-,-
solihin says:
kan sedap siket

okay , ini case yg menunjukkan bahawa Solihin Bin Sadali suka berperasaan dan kadangkala , beliau berbual tentang benda yang tidak ada kena mengena dengan topik pada hari ini ia itu : BLOGGING . Jadi , Solihin Bin Sadali ataupun dikenali dengan Joereo Bin Orea aka Joe merepek nak mampos . Sekian , Terima kasih .

Before I end everything , I would like to say this tanda belas kasihan kpd org-yang-ingatkan-dea hawt-padahal-tak . Okay , Solihin "HOT" , tpi tk se-HOT AZ aku . okay bye .

pictures.

2009-05-02T09:45:00.002+08:00

flickr has somekind of problems and somehow , the pictures at the previous post can't be seen -,- I'll repost all the pictures on Sports Day . Okay bye .

okay done . AMEK KAU ;D

Sports Day !

2009-04-30T20:02:00.001+08:00

Sports Day was a blast ! I loveeee today {except for the fact that Ahmad isn't there ):} anyway , oh yes ! camwhored with a lot of people today . Haha , thanks to Sha girlfriend (; my legs are aching now although I didn't run for today's event -.-" Sold a lot of drinks today . Stupid Muhammad , make me lose glamour only ! Iwas mobile-ing with him just now . All he said was ,"$1 , $1 , buy buy buy !" And people thought I was his girlfriend . Sheeeeeesh ! Me dont like -.- Okay , event ended at 5.30pm .. I reached home at around 6 pm . Ok wow . I'm beat . Enjoy the pictures , readers .

Rara ; bff !

Ms Intan ; so loved !

Mrs Chang ; loveeed !

yeay ! I got 2 awards ! gold some more :D haha , ok crap . That's Zazat's and AjiBoon's trophyyy ! XD

bestfrieeend !

GuiXin Darling ;D feat. Mr Lee . LOL !

Zat Baby !

go PIONEERS !

Shafiqa Amira !

Rusydi (:

Rusydi says ,"Ohmygod . I wanna be a gay today !" And , for the WHOLE day today , he praised some of the boys ! -.-"

Shasha , my twinzehh !

we LOVE kak Adian (: !

Ameera ! XD

the guy with the red specs (ZAW) is so HOTTT !

'handsome' lah tu .

Dinie and Jaz ! Dinie said ,"Pendek siak , peanuts." -.-'

all the single ladies ! haha .

Amirul Junior !

Lu Maw ! Six inches ^^

Lailatul Sweetheart (:

Khan ; gerek senior !

there are more pictures . will upload soon . Adios !

Ahmad Zulkarnain ^^

2009-04-29T19:46:00.003+08:00

IT enrichment was crap . I wont elaborate on it . -.-

Lala ! says:
dier ada problem jer , dier isap rokok .
doesnt make sense . haissshhh .
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
ya lah//
makes me wanna smoke
XD
Lala ! says:
oi !
-.-'
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
cannot uh?
Lala ! says:
eeeeee .
I DONT LIKE GUYS WHO SMOKE .
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
then you dont like me uh
Lala ! says:
if u smoke .
if u dont , i like u more than ever
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
if you happen to see me smoke, what you do ah?
Lala ! says:
walk away and CRY .
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
why cry?..
then if u see me wit another girl how? more worse ah?
Lala ! says:
because the person i love sanggup dissapoint me .
WORSE .
WORSE WORSE WORSE .
tk blh jdi !!
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
hahaa
eleh
Lala ! says:
aper elehhh ? -_-
dont smoke ey .
dont be a WOMANIZER lyk janaaaa .

~~~~~~

Lala ! says:
hahaa .
i cant wait for BATAM trip !
yeaaayy
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
when?
Lala ! says:
november/december .
haha .
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
go there do what?
Lala ! says:
carik mat batam .
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
go lah..
eleh
Lala ! says:
u let ah ?
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
cheeky girl
Lala ! says:

u like wad .
haha .
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
who say?
Lala ! says:
-.-
tk SUKA ah gyni ! ):
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
tak suka, tapi cinta!
Lala ! says:
wad IS the difference ? -.-
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
hahah!
different la
love more stronger feeling
;d

Lala ! says:
GATAL.
-A-h-m-a-D- Z says:
gatal with you what
nth wrong what .

and , Ahmad was hypnotised by Kak Zana ; my hawt sister . wah wah wah . Dasyat ini !

randomly .

2009-04-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

i have been wondering . why do i actually see familiar faces during assembly ? this girl from 2s5 looks like me . whenever i see her everyday , i thought that was me . but then , i realised that it IS me . oh , it's my twinzy , Shasha ! Zzz .. random !

my twin , aka my cuzen , Shasha (:

long and last post . (:

2009-04-24T18:18:00.002+08:00

school was as per usual . I won't talk much about it . But , I have to say that I had fun during PE with my babes . "Low stamina , no good !" thts what I always say . Wheee ! (:

after school , had the meeting for Batam trip and also the fund-raising event for sports day . I was engrossed , listening to the teacher explaining . But then , someone caught my eye XD ohmy , his hawtness was so [insert word] . No wonder I get distracted very easily ^^ Okay so , after the meeting , headed homeee and got ready to meet Sha , Shikin and Natyqa .

First stop is banquet . Decided to eat thr because we were damn hungry . I managed to order cheese fries . [insert word] . I hate the cheese . Pfffft ! Anyways , headed on to Chewy Junior to buy the donuts . Yes , eversince Kakak bought those donuts , I was addicted to it . Okay yes , bought the donuts and went to popular . Sha bought her stationaries while me , Shikin and Natyqa walked around , looking at gifts . Camwhored a little , and Sha went off to pay for her items . On the way , Sha dropped her $10 behind without noticing it . Haha , I took the $10 and acted as if nothing happened . I made her realise tht her $10 was missing and I gave it back . See , I'm a goood fren ^^

After much commotion , we went off to the park and camwhored , ate our chewy junior and acted like kids . Although there are MANY memories left at the park , it made me realise tht I really and truly no longer need Rahim . Shikin's memories wif Khai , Sha's memories wif Azizi . Everything , at the park . How sad . But yeah , we've MOVED on . With our new crush[es] , yes , we can survive . LoL ? Okay , after that .. We went to back to Popular because Shikin left her wallet there . Then , headed to the library and studied for while . Ard 4.45 , me and Natyqa went off .

Shikin , muka tk perlu .

Natyqa don't know how to eat ! XD

Singapore's cicakwoman . Plus the hair XD

We were jumping so that Shikin lose balance ^^

Sha with Cicakwoman .

Candid abes -.-

Shikin , my cute fren .

Sha , my gyler fren .

Natyqa ! Awan's favourite XD

Shikin , the sexaye model .

the best !

Natyqa bby .

my best (:

Memories , tsk tsk .

Okay blog readers , I wont be posting much for the upcoming weeks as exams are around the corner . I have to do constant revision and I cant use the comp for tht long . So yeah , this blog will be dead for a few weeks until exam are officially over . Bye ^^

Psst ; I have to miss Aril's performance tmrw ! Damn it . -.-" And , I miss Ahmad ):

insert word .

2009-04-22T15:57:00.003+08:00

Today was not as great as any other day . I , myself , do not know the reason why .

I'm gonna start off with History lesson . Ms Kwok let us watch the [insertname] movie . Me and Carisa do not understand the advantages of the whole movie . O.o and I realised tht all this while , I do not care abt the world's current affairs . Oh , how proud can I be ! (; But , the movie has some scenes which almost made me cry . The part where the Jews (?) people took away the lives of many children . (I can't remember whether it's the Jews people or some other people O.o)

English lesson was so random . Lu Maw made a commotion today . I just find it stupid to actually not to let a girl sit beside just because she is sweaty after P.E lesson -.- Eventually , tht girl is Sha and , I invited her to sit beside me . Aiman is also sweaty yet tht stupid Lu Maw let Aiman sit beside him with an open heart . [insertword]

After recess was Maths lesson . Somehow , I find today's lesson very easy and manageable . All the while when Mr Lee taught us Maths , I will give him this very blur look on my face . But just now , I was doing the assignment given NON-STOP . When he asked the whole class to stop , we just continued to do the work given . And usually , when there are any assignments given to me , I will tend to turn around and talk to Aidil . This time , I scolded Aidil off for not paying attention and making a hell of noise . Yay ! , 5 points for meeeee :D

Moved on to Mother Tongue lesson . It's eventually useless to rant about this subject everyday as we keep doing the same thing . Only that , Mr Hafiz is always much more crazier this time . Dancing around , singing to us , make jokes for us . Yes , that's the teacher who taught us ^^ We were given group work to do , and I told Mr Hafiz everything about her and her sibs .. After telling him the whole story , he said he will do something about it . And now , I can't wait to see the consequences THEY are gonna suffer .

Science lesson was such a bore . I was so damn irritated with Lu Maw today .. To be precise , it was yesterday and today . He was being SO horny . What I meant by horny is REALLY horny . He keeps repeating about sex . And sometimes , it will be out of topic . How irritating can that be ? I used to laugh at the starting when they made all those jokes but now , I stopped laughing because I just find it stupid and immatured -.- All of a sudden , I dont understand the WHOLE thing Mrs Chang is teaching today . : Fertilisation and Menstruation .

LSA is killing me . I hate Janaaaaaa ! Keep praising the Sec 1's for the slightest things . Kepp saying tht the Sec 2's are immature and we behave like some primary school kiddo . Like as if he understand -.- Stupid dm ! He was ranting about the examination rules ._. I feel like going right up to him and say ,"We can read it at home , stupid brainless dm ." Because of him , my leg cramp lasts for 123456543210+ minutes . I hateeeeeee him . -.-

Went home with Ahmad today . We walked in silence . Yes , silence . I feel so wronged to be just keeping quiet and let him throw questions at me . Oh , and I forgot to give him smacking . -___________________________-

whattodo !

2009-04-21T18:10:00.002+08:00

Shekyn emo ..

Rara emo ..

Zoom in to Farhan's face . Haha !

ohh , GAYS :D

Amirul muka LAST WARNING . ;D

Muka Rara tk perlu siol .

"Kau nak fight per ?" Amirul says . "Fight ? Let me think abt it ." Cicak says .

Thts my hand ^^ Perfect shot !

Shekyn Shekyn . Muka tk perluuuu .

Farhan . Tsk tsk .. ;D

I had a great time hanging out wif my gerek frens .. Decided to stayback to do revision as I'm really behind time in doing revision . I'm halfway through Science . Maths ; I need to read up Sec 1 chapters . Now , I'm left with HomeEconsMotherTongueHistoryLiterature to study with . Oh , and I have to complete my Art piece . I'm really behind time , how saaaaadddd ..

AZ .

2009-04-20T14:37:00.002+08:00

i love going back with AZ ! (:

boring .

2009-04-19T14:39:00.002+08:00

okay , im back to posting (: I guess I'm gonna update EVERYDAY for Meera's sake . Haha !

Nothing much happened today . As usual , I was woken up by shoutings , screamings , yellings and cryings of my little sisters . Anws , was woken up at 8.45 =______- Woke up , tidied up my bed and straight to the toilet . Once everything's done , used the comp for awhile and msged AZ .. Then , cleared up my wardrobe . Tht takes 1 hr or so . Swtiched on the comp and watched 17 again ^^ Super duper short post . Sorry readers ,

I can't believe I missed Akademi Fantasia last night ! I miss Khairil Azam Pilus . Tsk .

i miss AZ .

2009-04-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

before I start on anything , I have to say tht I Miss AZ .

okay , just now , went to aunt's hse . I was woken up by the shoutings and screamings of my sisters -.- washed up , and got ready to go aunt's hse . It was only 10.15 am and we were rushing to go out . [small sisters , can't wait to play with cousin -.-] on the way there , msged AZ . Moving on , reached Clementi , went to shop around for while although the things they are selling are unattractive . Reached aunt's hse , eat . Watch tv , aft watching tv , sleep for while . Woke up , resumed msging AZ then sleep again . Woke up , eat , then sleep again . woke up , eat , watch tv , bath , got ready to go home . Yes , thts my routine over at aunt's house . No wonder I'm becoming fatter [am I right , AZ ?] . I have nothing to do now but I'm chatting with AZ . Gonna give him double smack on Monday .

bye readers ! ,

headache -.-

2009-04-17T21:06:00.003+08:00

i was asked to update by Meera Darling . and yes , im gonna update -.-

First and foremost , I broke up wif Rahim . I asked for the brk up bcuz , I cnt stand his attitude . C'mon lah , who would skip school just for hanging out with a bunch of useless , never-finish-high-school kinda people . The one thing I vowed throughout my life is to not have a MAT [gangster] as my boyfriend . Thts because , I dont wanna end up being a minah .
Shahrul , I know you dont like seeing me brking up wif Rahim but , it's fate . He's too much and I can't stand it anymre . Hope you understand eh .
And Rahim , good luck for everything eh . This time , kalau kau hanyut ke aper , aku dh tk kisah . Tu kau nyer pasal . Kau masok lock-up ke aper , it's none of my bloody business ^^

I will skip the school part because it's too draggy . Anyway , Science is a good lesson to get horny ! :D ok back . After school , went straight to Juying Primary with Adika , Syahidah and Elyna . Went there to accompany Syahidah only . Syahidah said tht the Jumble Sale will start at 1 o'clock . But then , satu habuk pun tkde . -.- By 1.15 , we left tht place . Nyeaaahh ! Reached school , changed to NCD pt kit . Settle around with Elyna and Nadilah for awhile . Then , Shahdan all come to the table . One by one , scolding me about brking up with Rahim . I got super effed up with Rasidah for siding with Shahrul and eventually , I turned emo -.-

I decided to move to another canteen table , but then , a few minutes later , they moved to my place , making a hell of noise . In the end , went up to NCD Room and cried my heart out while pouring out my feelings to Check . When Rasidah wanted to comfort me , I said ,"Eh , DIAM LAH !" Thats the first time in history I shouted at her tht way . I guess she's disspointed inside . -.-

And now , I have ANOTHER big-head problem with her . She likes him since last yr but he ended up liking me . When both starts to like each other , she started to cry and said bad things about me . She said tht I stole him away from her .

Hello ? I'm not in the fault . He entered my life , just like tht . What do you expect me to do ? Say tht I don't like him straight to his face ? I'm sorry ok , girl . But , I can't .

Bye readers ,

Amirul Amirul shakes head

2009-04-16T18:06:00.002+08:00

'Amirul , muka mahu maintain ehh ! (;'

Bdk nie , byler putus cinta , gyni la jadinya . Tk tentu arah nampaknya .

Cicak [Farhan] ; thinking about SR . ^^

Muka last warning siol ini anak . ;D

i loveee my babes !` XD

today was so fun . hehs ! after sch , hung out at the canteen for awhile . AZ was thr . hot siol tht guy ^^ aft eating , went straight to the DnT block to revise our hw[s] .. Amirul was there and I swear tht kid was so funny and cool yet , slenge -.- during recess , Amirul disturbed me and eventually knocked into the plates trolley . At the DnT block , he was picking up something and his head was knocked by the table . Otw to the canteen ; wanted to buy food , he was looking back and then knocked over a table . Amirul , how slenge can you be ? Haha , Sha and I cannot stop laughing . Like seriously siol . Joker lah tu anak .

When everything was completed , sat around for awhile . Amirul and Farhan Cicak was somehow emo-ing at tht time -_____________- Amirul kept saying ,"***** ! ***** !" [Dude , what's past is past okay , bro . Move on laaaa .] And now , I'm waiting for AZ to be online . :D

; im not missing you anymore . oh , how tragic . and bby , one day , you will be tasting your own medicine . wait for it . (;

Under your Sleeveee (:

2009-04-15T17:54:00.003+08:00

overall , today was super fun . first period , went straight to the home econs room to do our practical exam . I cooked Curry Chicken and it was so [insert word] -.- when I tasted the food , it was salty ; damn damn salty . Added in a bit of water , and it became tasteless . Put in a LITTLE bit of salt , it became salty again . And , I've made a conclusion tht , Curry Chicken won't taste good without Ajinomoto -.- When I asked Ms Jini for the Ajinomoto , she saed thr was none ! If not , my cooking will ber super good and perhaps it won't get many insultations from them -.- The day dragged on as per usual .. Oh yes , thr was eventually a convo between me , Ajmal , Zazat , Rasyidah and Aidil :-

Zazat (saying to Ajmal) : Wanna go gym ?
Ajmal : See first .
Nabila : Both of you go gym do what only [grins wide2] .
Zazat : [stares] Taik dok !
Ajmal : [shakes head]
Nabila whisper to Rasyidah : She wanna go gym , ask Ajmal , never ask us along .
Rasyidah : Ya lorh .
Aidil : They do another physical exercise there lah . Want privacy .
Zazat : Rubbish !
Ajmal : Merepek dok !

The conversation goes on until 2 + pm .. It was so obvious tht Ajmal was irritated . heh (;

i cried when i heard the song 'i live my life for you' as it reminds me of you .you used to say tht the song was dedicated specially for me from you . bby ,im not regretting what i did . im just dissapointed tht you break your promises ; saying you would turn over a new leaf .

Sherry , Putri , Fitri !

2009-04-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

Got a new cat from kakak's fren ytd . She's a mixture of Persian and Siamese . (I think ?) Thts what my dad tell me though . ^^ Fitri is super cuteeee and very manja . LoL !
Sha , Shikin and Natyqa came over to my hse earlier . They hung out thr for awhile and left at ard 3.50 cuz Sha has Live Chat going on at sch .. He still didn't come to sch today . His siblings ; all gone . Kak Eira , him , and also Ros . What's the world gonna turn to ? Oh well !

ncdcc day .

2009-04-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

N C D C C D A Y !

wokay , I can officially say tht I'm proud with what CD did just now (: everything was perfect and I can say tht , this CD Day is the best compared wif last yr's .

Arrived at school at 6.30 on the dot . hehs (; Dad sent me to sch . Met up wif other cadets and went to CD room to put our bags and stuffs .. Ard 6.45 , went down to the basketball court and did sizing . I was hoping tht I could be at the front or center . but in the end , I was positioned AT THE BACK . cool shit , huh ? [bad luck siol hari nie !] Sha was the IC for the day and she did a grt job (; Although some joker[s] laughed when she shouted .

I was super tired after recess . Eventually , I slept almost throughout of Ms Kwok's lessons ; History and Literature . These days , I havent got enough sleep bcuz of some reasons . Received a bad news frm Rafiq .

; bby , this is the path u tke . u hv to be responsible for your actions . you skipped many days of school and now , u hv to answer to the discipline master eurself . I wont be thr defending you again .

Akademi Fantasia

2009-04-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

i think im too obsessed wif Akademi Fantasia -.- i've been looking at their videos again and again . Shikz will like this video . Because , thrs Aliff Aziz thr . :D aww , i find Aishah and Aliff cute when Aliff feed her the cheese tart ^^

Aril ! He says Marsha is hawt -.- and , they hugged and hold each other's hands . gonna kill Marsha ! hehehehhh .

Aril .

2009-04-11T12:44:00.001+08:00

kakak is crazy over him . im crazy over his voice and dance . whooo , Aril . (:

Good Friday ! (:

2009-04-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

G O O D F R I D A Y !

today , spent my time wif family . we had a picnic at East Coast Park . mum cooked , Ayam Lemak and Sambal Goreng . hehs ! thr , I saw Shazlinda , her boyfriend and friend cycling .. she didn't see me though . urm , so yeah . received a msg frm my ex-classmate , Zu Hao . he state something abt going to my former teacher's hse late december . [insert word]

as usual , i will be going to malaysia tmrw till Sunday . and wth , NCDCC day is in 3 days' time ! wish us luck . hope we won't get laughed at on tht day .

daddy can be a gd fren of Check Hwee . Homo ! :D

- i don't wanna end up ,crying for you again . The past experience has taught me how to b strong and to move on as a whole .. Eur eventually goin thru a changing process which will change eur whole life . Everything I did ; the advices I gave you was for eur own good . I guess u were too influenced wif the 'cool' ppl ard u .. wtv decision u mke , im juz gonna stand by you and will keep on supporting . Since this is the path u tke , me , as eur gf , is gonna wish u luck in each step eur taking .. I won't be the emo girl lyk laz yr . Mayb one dae , u won't nid me by eur side anymore . Takecare , bby .. (':

ncdcc (:

2009-04-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

today's training was somehow hectic . but , it eventually paid off .. my marching skills hv improved tremendously and im really proud ^^ though , I just hope tht the sec 3 seniors would go slow on us . Rahim has been absent from school for 7 times and indeed , I am really dissapointed in him . If this is the way he wants it to be , then so be it . I'm giving him the freedom he used to have . one day , I just know tht I hv to let him go and to let him find his own path . now , im trying to treasure my friends and to go with the crowd .. I ain't gonna let Sha , Shekyn , Natyqa and Zaza down because they are my guardian angels . :D okea , im gonna upload the studio pictures (;

whatever you did ..

2009-04-07T15:42:00.000+08:00

you made me cry time aft time , bby . you promised me a lot of things . but , what is the outcome ? bby , im dissapointed in you . why must you keep repeating and doing the same things over and over again ? why must you make me cry again and again ? the reason why I accepted you is because my love towards you is too strong . I gave you freedom and you gave me this shit ? those messages you sent me last night and the advices I gave you lsat night went down the drain . I see now tht u put 'Fanatic Rascals' first , ryt ? Bby , im not doing anything anymore . If this is the way you want it to be , then so be it . If u ended up getting killed and get beaten up by them , im sorry to say tht it's not my prob anymore .

Rahim , whatever you do to me , im torn and twisted up inside .

First First ,

2009-04-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

First day of the week ! It started off grt . Yes , planned to use the black contact lens tht I bought at Malaysia to sch . My vision is super clear and I lend my specs to Elyna as her vision is not tht clear at the back of the class ..

Lets begin reading my adventure for the day -.- first period was Literature . We touched up our Lit project and it was so [insert word] . Our 'masterpiece' was tht smallest out of all the group . Ajmal's grp's masterpiece was the biggest , manzsx ! [Heh , I give chance to him .. Pity lorh , seeing him keep losing :p] Next lesson was Mother Tongue and Mr Hafiz never fail to mke us laugh by the way he acts . ^^ Aft recess was English and we hv to do something about the forum thingy . Reflection abt an article blablabla -.- Moving on , Maths was next and thrs nothing special goin on , just the same , old , boring lessons by Mr Lee . Last period was History and we sat for the test for the rest of the lesson . I'm able to answer those SBQ questions , except tht , my answers are not planned well and is VERY messy .

Thrs NCDCC today and it's the same routine over and over again . Rusydi is so [insert word] this time . He will keep mking me melata . "Eh Nabila , cicak !" ; "Eh totek totek !" ; "Eh Nabila , lipas pat kaki kau !" ... Aft CD , followed Kak Nurul to meet him . I was FORCED . Too personal , bye .

Jana prangai semcm . Jln ngn kwn lelaki pon slh ! Bbl mcm yeye jer tu anak !

best damn thing .

2009-04-04T13:23:00.000+08:00

since I didn't post wad happened ytd , I'm gonna tell what happened both today and yesterday .

Friday:-
Yesterday was super cool . (; Stayed back aft sch to complete our lit project . once done , Zaza went home and I'm left wif Rara .. So , decided to accompany her to complete her project wif Shikz , Sha and Natyqa . It was super peaceful at first . Then , Rafiq , Adika , Hyrul , Dinie , Jaz and Amin came along .. They started to mke me hv stomach cramps and the whole lot was noisy . Kecoh gyler2 punyer . Then , Hyrul and Amin left for rugby and still , I was being bullied . I was quiet , doing my own work when Adika and Dinie started to mke me 'melata' non stop . Gyler siak tu dua2 anak -.- irritating nk mampos . In the middle of discussion of the project , Rasidah told me a good news . She told me tht she and Jazliadi patched up . I was like , awwwww ! [last long , yer ?] (: then , Sha started to paint Shikin's face and vice versa . Rafiq and Dinie see from afar and when they came back , they took the paint brush in my hand and started to paint Sha's face . Thts when the fun started . Those two guys started going around , painting people's face including me . Everyone was shouting lyk mad woman and man . -.-'' all washed up alr , a few mintues ltr , Shikin was shouting to Sha ,"Oi Oi ! ader org SL lah siak !" and everyone started to look opposite the shop and yes indeed , this shameful couple was kissing , hugging and touching each other . Rafiq jakun and shouted "Fuyyooh Fuyyooh !" and he got ready to tke their picture when the guy saw us . Tht guy left his seat and was shouting and pointing2 at us . Kekek siol . Semua org dh tkt .. Rafiq lagi , he ran away siaaa ! Taik nyer jantan . Everyone got tired and went bck home .

Today :-
Basically , went for NCDCC today . Not for training , though . We went down to Bishan MRT Station for the CD Shelter thingy . Each of the Sec 2's hv to pick a buddy from Sec 1 . yes , as usual , I chose Adika ^^ Made our way thr and the yuhua-ians are thr alr .. Saw Nuraini and Hazwan and Solihin went crazy over Adika's sister who was thr . Haha ! Went to different stations and I dun quite get wad they are trying to say -.- Reached thr ard 9+ and left tht place ard 10 . Gahhs ! Then , went back school . We got free umbrellas , booklet and pen . [pathetic] Once dismissed , Sha , Shikin , Natyqa , Adika , Rara and me went to KFC . Firstly , we went to Natyqa's house to put pur things first . What we planned is to , eat at Natyqa's house . Changed of plans and we ended up eating at KFC itself .. Reached thr , saw Farhan Cicak , Shah Indra yg potek , Shahrul Botak and Farid Cute . Soon after , Sky , Joe , Ska and Ah Girl (syaiful) came .. We made a lot of noise thr (: then , headed bck home . LoL .

friends , they say .

2009-04-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

yea yea , i've changed .. I KNOW I'VE CHANGED . hate me if you want to , cuz i dun even care . if thts the way u think abt me , eur fren , then it's fine . and again , im crying every night because of this .

to Shud :- Whatever u wanna sae/call me , I dun even care now , okay ? I don't wanna noe wad u think of me etc .. the previous post is not for you . if u think it is , then so be it . I'm not criticising you , okay ? Aku tk kisah kau nk panggil aku kental ke aper . Aku tknk tau pon .

to Ajmal :- eur not in the wrong , im not blaming you for anything .

to Sha :- I apologise for everything . Everything tht has happened recently . Yes , I will try to be the Nabila you once knew . But , give me some time to adapt to this changes . You will soon get the old , sweet blue-eyed , nabila aminnudin back .

to Matin :- I'm still not satisfied wif you . I'll settle wif you one on one .

And , im back to being the emo and crybaby girl .

friends , bullshit .

2009-04-02T18:55:00.000+08:00

yeah , now it is used-to-be usual crews . one by one , they backed out , leaving UC hanging there . since all of you dont wanna be in UC anymore , wads the point of going on ? yes , now , we're not as close as we used to and I dont even care now . Friendship problem everytime .. First , it was this . Then , wif Ajmal , Aidil and Matin . What the hell is wrong wif you guys , man ? What's eur problem ? Matin , what do u want from me ?

I KNOW IM TOO HARSH SOMETIMES .

you guys should understand tht , tht is how I talk . I shouted at Matin , which is basically because , im irritated wif him .. Damn it , can ? Everytime I replied him , he will sae 'ah ?' . When I repeat again , he saed 'ah ?' again . Tell me , which creature wont be fucked up . He's obviously testing my patience and tht is the bulshit reason why I shouted at him . Just lyk tht , he will sae ,"Ah , tgk2 ! Sikit jer nk mrh . Sikit jer nk mrh ." [eh babi , kau irritating nk mampos , bdh !] Ajmal is so gedeboosh . I dont wanna talk abt him . Aidil is always supporting Matin . [eh kwn , dulu bila kau gdh ngn si babi tu , siapa tlg kau get bck ngn dea ? siapa kasi kau advice ? siapa yg suruh kau cool down ?] think abt all tht uh , siak . Sikit2 gyni jer , korg mke it a big deal . Even worse , Matin called me 'kental girl' . What is eur problem uh , siak ? Merepek dok , nie semua . Wtv la eh , tkde kwn mcm korg pon , tk rugi aper uh , siak ! Mcm aku kisah la gytu kan ? I wonder what Nicolette see in Matin . Prangai bullshit ! Sama la tu , dua2 sajak together . Dua2 merepek .

I HATE MY FRIENDS . I LOVE ZAZAT AND RARAT (:

April Fool -.-"

2009-04-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

today was APRIL FOOLS' DAY . sweat , manzxs ! I got fooled A LOT of times . majority , I got tricked by Rarat .. I swear I can lose my voice , after shouting lyk a mad woman . Met up wif Rarat early in the morning and made our way to sch . On the way , she was lyk shouting ," Lala ! Lipas !" And thr I go , shouting and repeating the word 'Lipas' . Damn it .. First was Lipas (Cockroach) , then Cacing (Worm) , then Cicak (Lizard) and it's neverending ..
Reached school , saw Rahim . We walked till the parade square until he said ," U , Tok Yem tdi nk jumpa u . I baru jer ckp ngn dea tdi ." And , I was so paranoid and I was about to head my way upstairs when he shouted "April Fool !" I was feeling so fucked up -.-" Next was Aidil , I was assembling at the parade square and he saed tht I was sitting on an orangey stuff . I was panicked and quickly looked at my skirt . And he saed "April Fools !" [idiot.] Early in the morning , mum tricked me . Saying tht my skirt is torn .. Feeling so rushed , I look towards my skirt and she saed ,"April Fools !"

If im going to list down the people who tricked me today , it'll tke forever . -.-" Rahim was so idiotic today -___________________- he's super kaypoh .. anyways , aft sch , head bck home , got changed and met Zazat , Rasyidah and Elyna at the lib , to complete out lit project . When I reached my bus stop , it was alr raining cats and dogs and besides , I was late . Zaza hv to walk all the way from the lib just to fetch me (awww , thanks bby ^^) It was drizzling and we decided to go to Popular to buy the stuff . On the way , had this relationship talk . Too many private stuff tht I cnt tell here . Headed to mcd to complete the project . In the end , we didn't do anything . I was busy eating , Zaza was busy wif her phone , Elyna and Rasyidah were busy decorating stuff for Rasyidah's mum's bdae . -.-" Elyna went home ard 5 pm and the rest went home soon aft . ok wow . bye ^^

full of emotions .

2009-03-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

Now , I know that monarch caterpillars live in the folds of milkweed leaves , that tights are never as tight as leggings , that 'We'll see' always means 'No' . I have learned enough of the world to realize that it is a place of grown-ups , and that the only way to leave my mark is to speak at the ends of their sentences and act so much like them that they sit up and take notice . I know that the minute I fall asleep ,my teddy bears' sewed-shut eyes snap open .

I know that truth can cause a sharp pain behind your eyes and that love sometimes feels like a fist around your throat .

Why am I feeling this way ? Why am I so emo nowadays ? Why do I feel like crying everytime I see it happening ? Why do I feel so dumb and useless ? Im still trying to find the answers to my questions . No one knows and they can never understand . Except for Zaza (':

2009-03-28T12:28:00.000+08:00

im drifting apart from the usual crews . i feel so irritated this days over such small stuff . i scold Matin and Ajmal for no reason . Ajmal and I weren't lyk how we used to be ever since tht happened . I feel so out of place . But for one reason tht I know is , I Love Him (':

- 19 more days to our 21st .

baby baby .

2009-03-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

today's training was indeed very hectic and tiring . Bby had some sort of problems , i guess , during recess time .. he was , not in his usual self during recess :(((( beore CD , Kak Nurul told me something abt Bby's new bike . I was super duper ultra mega shocked when she told me tht thr was my name on his bike ! :O anyways , CD was very fun yet tiring just now . we practiced the right way to march and turn . then , we paused for awhile to tke a group photo .. Mr Suhaimi is so (!!!!) he's super evil , manzsx ! I was doing somekind of stunt for the informal photo when he distracted me and the camera went pooooof! just lyk tht .. in other words , it's CANDID . omgomgomgomgomg . [hilang glamour !] we practiced the routing for NCDCC Day . it was so dotdotdot .. moving on ..

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY , my dear readers , I GOT GOLD FOR 2.4 KM RUN ! It was shockingly true . All this while , I FAILED 2.4 .. now , I passed ! yeayyyyyy . big improvement , y'know ^^ tmrw , im gonna fly away to Malaysia . [sarcastic] ok bye .

And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning.
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning,
He's the one,
He is the one.
[thanks , Rahim (:]

2009-03-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

i took a quiz and this are the results :-

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

which is so damn ~~fucking~~ true . :|

together again .

2009-03-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

isit lyk , super wrong to be in love wif eur ex , again ? yes , I admit , tht I am unable , I cant bring myself to forget him and for the last few months , I hv been suffering , hiding behind a lie ! .. I admit I'm stupid , to be accepting him again for the 2nd time .. but , is it wrong to just give him a chance ? and let him repent ? okay , I noe I've hurt a guy's feeling but tht is really not my intention ! many people were lyk , cnt believe tht we're together again . so , whu cares ? I'm not pointing finger to anyone . but , this is what they call strong love . he msged me in the middle of night , saying tht he missed me a lot and he even wish me luck in my relationship wif Mr A . I have been msging wif Kak Eira lately , and , she saed tht Rahim told her , tht he if he had a choice , he would want to be wif me again .. Ok fine , call me stupid , call me dumb . call me anything you want just because I am wif him AGAIN .

"If he had another chance , he would want to be wif you again ," said Kak Eira . I am gullible , I noe .

Elyna saed ,"Even if you tell me tht you are together wif him , I wont approve it ."
Rasidah saed ,"Lala ! I am so happy for you ! Laz lng wif him , k ?"
Natyqa saed ,"Oh , laz lng !"
Sha saed ,"It's eur love life . I'm willing to accept him if he does change ."
Shekyn saed ,"Okay . Last long[er] ."
Shud saed ,"It's up to you . Aku approve ."
Zaza was expressionless .
Aidil and Matin saed ,"Eur the Rihanna (Singapore version) ."

I love my usual crew ^^ [except Matin and Aidil . Elyna is not part of the UC .] Ok , so , I am Rihanna [Singapore version] , huh ? thanks a lot , best friends ! all of you , ganging up on me , just because I'm together wif Rahim again .

for him .

2009-03-22T13:23:00.001+08:00

to him :- Im sorry for doing all this . Trust me , I am not using you . I juz thought tht , if I am able to love you , I might be able to forget Rahim . But , I was proved wrong . It's best tht we stay as best friends , like how we used to be . I dont wanna go on , hiding behind this awful lie . I want you to stay happy and want you to find eur own happiness . I am nvr good enough for you , and u are too good for me . Im tired of falling in love again .. Im sorry , really sorry . I noe I've hurt you lyk , many times but tht is not my intention . Trust me , I lyk you better if eur my best friend . We can joke ard lyk how we used to . Dont u think tht , our relationship makes people unhappy ? Eur best fren , I think he's feeling left out bcuz nowadays , eur always stuck wif me and I am eur priority . Let them sae what they want , as long as my conscience is clear .

random.

2009-03-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

after reading Nad's blog , it dawned on me tht I used to be like her once when Rahim went away to Bukit Batok -.- haha , siak ! anyways , I had this looonngg convo wif Kak Eira just now . yeah , we talked abt the bastards whu broke our hearts . I exchanged stories wif Kak Eira , and she told me part of her stories .. Kak Eira is indeed a strong girl ^^ Im super glad to have a sister lyk her . say awwww ! [imitating Ms Intan] (:

Homeworks done ! Yessa , within 2 days , everything done . except for Art , which is that , im lazy to start on . On monday , I have to bring along NCDCC uniform to school . WITH the boots ! dumbfuck , i will obviously gonna have difficulty bringing tht to school -.- to end this off , im gonna show you readers my boyfriend's pic ^^

quizzie .

2009-03-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

was tagged by Gui Xin darling to do the quizzie .

1. If you change your name, wad would it be?
-Lala . ^^

2. Do you think you are good-looking?
- No ?

3. Are you single or taken?
- Single .

4. Are you happily single or taken?
- Happily :D

5. Wat is ur favourite colour?
- Blue .

6. Do you think the world is round or flat?
- Round ? Maybe ..

7. Spongebob or Patrick?
- Spongebob , bby ! (:

8. Chuckie or Tommy?
- Both sounds super scary ! :|

9. Pooh or Eeyore or babay pooh?
- Baby pooh !

10. black or white?
- White ..

11. Who are ur best frens?
- Oh , my usual crews + Check Hwee .

12. Who is ur enemy?
- Abdul Rahim Bin Rahmad :D

13. Who is ur hero?
- Mr A <3

14. Who is the last person you saw?
- Lil sis .

15. Who was the last person you hugged?
- Lil sis .

16. who was the last person you told i love them?
- Mr A ! <3

17. who is the last person you miss most?
- Uh ?

18. wat is the one thing tat brightens ur day?
- Meeting my usual crews .

19. when was the last tym u went on vacation?
- I forgot -.-

20. who was the last person to annoy you?
- Haikel .

21. Against or for gay marriage?
- Totally !

22. Bush or Kerry?
- Otak kau -.-

23. Against or for abortion?
- Yes !

24. When was the last tym u cry?
- Last Sunday .

25. When was the last tym u were abosulutely happy?
- [the person created this q , spelled absolutely wrongly :x] aniwaes , now .

26. Who was the last person u yelled at?
- Lil sis .

27. Do you think u are well liked ?
- Er , idk .

28. do you go taiwanda?
- No .

personally , I find this quiz super lame . but , I did this quiz upon persuasion (?) Uh , I think . Oh grt ! My homework-SS are UNTOUCHED . three cheers for Lala ! ;D

outing , rugby match .

2009-03-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

his quote for the day is ,"Seriously , dude , seriously."

I didnt hv time to post abt the loooooonnng class outing ytd . oh well , im updating now ! (: ytd's outing was super fun . yeah , i woke up around 9 and got myself busy for the outing . met up wif Zaza and walked to the interchange together . we shared A LOT of stories on the way and there is a lot for us to catch up on as we didn't meet each other during the holiday . aniwaes , reached thr , quite a number of people has arrived , even the 2s4's . head off to NTUC fairprice to buy the things for barbeque-ing . after tht , we took the mrt and alighted at Bedok Mrt Station . met Elyna thr , and made our way to East Coast by boarding 196 . unfortunately , it was the wrong bus . thanks ah , Lu Maw ! anyhow lead us only -.- we walked a lonnnnggggg way until we reached East Coast . reached thr , we dont even noe whr's our pit . again , hv to walk a lonnnnggg way until I finally reached the pit .

barbequed , met Khan . gave him and Roy some food and they went off to meet Shikin and the rest . im the so called 'chef' for the day . I marinated the chicken , helped them to barbeque the things . and yes , I was super addicted to Ice Lemon Tea yesterday -.- Check Hwee is my maid . He cycled all the way to some shop faraway to buy buy my Ice Lemon Tea . 2 bottles , mind you ! (: k then , left the place at ard 6 and reached home at 8 . ^^

For today's match , this part is especially for the touch rugby girls :-

Girls , we did our best today and gave all out . Im sorry for not tapping one of the OFS girls which actually lead her to score a try . My mind was somewhere else at tht time and all I could think of at tht time was us winning . Dee , Aishah , Lina and Myra did a wonderful job . I think , without u guys , this rouch rugby team wont go anywhere . This is just the beginning . Practice makes perfect and , we're gonna do more practice from now on . (:

title-less.

2009-03-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

omigosh omigosh . I'm missing Mr A so terribly . He went to Malaysia for lyk , one week ? dumbass ! -.- thrs class outing tmrw . Lu Maw planned our class outing the same date and time wif the 2s4's . (!) my wound still hurts . I have difficulty sitting down and also lying down . shit bangzsx !

camp .

2009-03-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

went away to camp on Saturday and Sunday . just for one day .

Day 1 :- We were divided in to 4 different Rota's . Bear was supposed to be in my rota , Rota 2 . but , he was nowhere to be seen at tht time . So , Praveen took over his place and became the Rota Commander . Rasidah was the Deputy Rota Commander and I was the Section Commander . We did some footdrill and did a dry-run for the NCDCC Day . Then , we will be taking the silver badge . Which is , to give out command . I was super nervous and I realised tht I actually CAN give out command . Oh , im so proud . I Love NCDCC camp for tht dae bcuz thr was no Sec 3 thr .. And , the NCDCC senior whom I hate , did not come . Yeah , after those shouting of commands , we played games . Shah Indra , Adika and Farhan kecik was in my group . First game , we had to lift up a bucket of water wif our legs . Then , we played a game lyk tangle2 lyk tht . Adika was opposite of me , I was supposed to hold his left hand . Then , I have to hold Shah Indra's hand . After tht , we hv to untangle using whatever method to form a circle . Third game , named Whacko . Whack people whose names are shouted . They hv to shout another name to avoid being whacked . Fourth game , all the group members must stand on a small piece of newspaper and fold it wif our legs . Shah Indra and Adika must hug me in order to fold tht piece of paper . Shah Indra piggy-backed Farhan kecik . In the end , the newspaper was crumpled -.- not folded . I'll skip all those basic stuffs and move on to the bunk . We are supposed to sleep in 4v8's classroom . Oh My Freaking God . Pioneer is super duper scary at night . I nearly cried cuz I was super scared . After washing up , we watched Ladder 49 ard 10 . We slept at 11 and we hv to wake up at 5 next morning .

Day 2 :- Was woken up by Ma'am Radin at 4.35 . Shit , manzsx . My leg hurts due to marching a lot the day before . My back hurts because we slept on the floor . No sleeping bag , sia . Then , did morning exercise . After warming up , we hv to run ard the sch . Yes , when I was about to run , thr was a brick in front of me . I couldn't see it and I ended up tripping over and I slided . The floor was like the Parade Square . I shouted , really loudly when they apply medicine to it . I called to my mum , only to realise tht she was not thr beside me . Well , I don't wish to rant more because my wound still hurts . Good day , people .

2009-03-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

and yeah , this is what we do everytime we make a trip to johor ^^

Joe Jonas (:

2009-03-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

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and now , im so in love wif Joe Jonas <3 !

I hate Japanese !

2009-03-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

The trip was educational . Although I keep dozing off when the faciliator is talking -.-
To think after all those talks and persuasion from people to stop hating Japanese , I'm still anti-japanese now . Oh , I have my own basics reason .

They started a war in Singapore just to get something tht they want ? And worse still , thousands of people whu are innocent died . Oh , why ? because of the Japanese . they are too greedy and selfish . Adnan Bin Saidi was burnt alive . ALIVE , people . the Japanese put him in a bag , tied him to a tree and stabbed him a lot of times . when they still hear breathing , they resort to burning him alive . Another person is Elizabeth Choy . The Japanese locked her up in a cell wif some other people for months . And , please imagine . Within those months , they did NOT bath at all . how cruel can the Japanese be ?

I am still Anti-Japanese now . Nothing and no one can change my mind .

Japanese ; cruel .

2009-03-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

Today was so [insert word] . Feel so sick again because of the damn weather . Mr Lee was exceptionally attentive today . (?) He gave us worksheet yet again -.- After school , had the briefing for Wednesday's tour . Ohmy , why are the Japanese so cruel ? I cried when one of the armies threw a baby up in the sky and shot it . Shitto , Aidil witnessed me cry and saed I was too emotional . Another scene is when 5 or mre people without energy were shot to death . Yes , I cried . Oh well , too emotional , I guess ? Im currently alone at home now . It's going to be 7 pm soon and my family have not reached home . They went out just to send Sherry for operation . Cool or wad ? Currently chatting wif Mr A and I have nothing else to do . Oh , good day ! (:

bored.

2009-03-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

Im so bored . I have nothing to talk about .

Aku Cinta Mr A ;D

again and again .

2009-03-06T21:17:00.001+08:00

Usual Crew , I want us to be lyk before .
Just because of a person , and all of this happened ?

~~~

Mr A , i miss you lyk , alot .
And , too bad , u gotta sign out from msn soon :(
Good luck for the rugby match tmrw !
And , remember , I dont want you to come back wif any injuries .
I Love You .

~~~

I HATE NCDCC SENIORS . ESPECIALLY HER .

1 , 2 , 3 .

2009-03-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

1) Mr A's sick . He's not talking at sch . He didn't even entertain me at sch . He didn't talk to me much at sch . He got asthma attack last night .

2) She's getting between me , Sha , Shikin , Sidah and Shud . She's being rude to us . She's trying to snatch Shikin . She's the third party in our friendship . She's a copymeow . Let me repeat : She's being exceptionally rude to us !

3) Touch rugby was fun . Yusof is fun . Full attendance today . I like Rabiatul's perfume . I had fun during the training . I've become darker now .

Mr A is back to normal ! (: *jumps for joy*

2009-03-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

i was feeling super tired and lethargic and also sluggish today .
i have nothing much to say abt sch . i guess , im going to sleep early later . bye people .

father , mother , i hate the way u guys have been treating me .
wad is this , man ? why must i be treated differently from my sisters ?
dad , u bought kak zana an adidas jacket which costs 60 dlrs .
when i wanted to buy converse shoes which cost only 39.90 , u will say tht it is too expensive .
wad do u mean ? 60 dlrs is muchmuch cheaper than 39.90 ?
another thing , when i wanted to buy my specs , u saed "No nid . Use the old one first . Ltr2 then can buy ."
when my sister wanted to buy specs , he will sae ,"Ok , i will bring u there ltr ."
why must u be so biased ?
do u even noe the reason why i sat in front of the computer always ?
thts bcuz , i have no one to talk to at home . im super lonely .
when i sit in front of the comp , u will scold , nag and raise eur voice .
why am i treated differently from sisters ? why must u mke me hate the family ?
yes , Kak Zana is a goooood girl . she's very hardworking and always helps mom in housework .
i did not see Kak Mira doing the housework aft she got back from work . oh why ? because she's tired . so am i ! u dunno wad probs i have at sch , and there u go , showing me tht oh-i-hate-you-daughter look .
i had enough of this . i just feel like running away from home .

school . Ajmal turning 14 (:

2009-03-02T17:13:00.000+08:00

today was okay , i guess ? first period was lit and i got to know my CA marks . i got 73 and i achieved my target (: Ajmal got higher marks than me (he copy other ppl's work , thats why XD) joking eh , Ajmal . Malay lesson , Cikgu Hafiz never come and my art teacher took over . so , yes ! one free period and i competed my maths homework which is half-completed . finished homework , disturbed Alif and Izzul . hahs , tk sangka diorg tu [dot dot dot] .. :D after recess was english . we presented our news in class as a whole . maths lesson was so damn fucking funny . haha . Mr Lee , the new teacher , will be teaching us starting from tmrw till May . Its a piece of good news bcuz it obviously means tht i need not hear Ms Wang nag XD Mr Lee is not fluent in his talkings and it seems like he has a hard time delivering his message -.- super annoying siaaaaaa ..

this part is especially for Ajmal Farahi :-
Ajmal , u've turned fourteen now . Bestf , stop behaving like a kid , okay . Eur a big boy now and do eur duties from now on . Study hard , achieve eur goals . Ohh , i noe whu u like ehhh ! ;D haha , yes . she's a very fortunate girl to get to know you . so yeah . i hope u like the small birthday party we had specially for you aft sch (: best fren , i love you . && , if i've offended u in any way , im sorry aites . Happy Birthday , Ajmal Farahi Bin Nordin (:

mr A.

2009-02-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

Lala says:
wad are eur last says , if u actually found out tht i will leave this world in 1 min ?

Mr A says:
I'll say" You know I've been loving you ever since i met you, even that your gone now, you will always be in my heart, i will never ever forget you, no1 can ever replace you.'

thank you , Mr A . for being there for me .

An ordinary day? I guess....

2009-02-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

Heys Heys! Mr A posting here. Hmm? Why I'm here? Cuz Nabila is currently busy and has no time, or maybe she's lazy. Hahs! Joking, so, im posting for her. Basically, i have no idea what to write. I'm just posting for her and to keep myself busy. So yeah, this is gonna be a short post.

Firstly, I just wanna say Im fortunate to know Nabila! She is a unique girl that everyone would want know! Hahas, I think school was fine for both of us as the class didn't receive any much scoldings or naggings. Haiz, we didn't see each other much after school. Becuz i had to go for friday prayer and she is going for ncdcc at 2:45. I reached at school at 2:50 after the prayer and had to go to rugby afterwards. Not a chance to meet her! Though after our CCA, we were abled to talked to each other for a few minutes.

Omg, I seriously do not know what to post. Sorry urh! Im gonna stop here.

Nabila, I love you!

PsP (:

2009-02-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

today was so funfun (: firstly , Aleks went home in the middle of home econs theory lessons , and , it was so quiet without him :D if he's ard , DAMN ! , trust me , all day long , only his voice can be heard . complaining , sighing , shouting , u name it . had science test just now . it was so damn easy lah . snap finger , can do all alr . hahs ! butbut , im sure there's some careless mistakes around -.- english enrichment was so called fun just now . its the last session , and we're supposed to perform in front of the whole sec 2's (excluding the normal techs) . i was the NARRATOR . sadly , i screw up . yes , it was super duper ultra mega fucking embarassing la ? haiyerrr ! ..

after sch , searched for Sidah , and went back home . Mr A and his friend walked the same way with me , Sidah , Shikz and Sha .

Says for today : Mr A said ,"Nabila lacks of iron . Sleep only ."
Mr A said ,"Nabila may have heart disease because she's fat."

Oh , thts my love (: and , i loveeee my PSP ^^

stupid dm , peranakan trip , spammer bodhs .

2009-02-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

I didnt get the chance to rant about my trip to malaysia , and im so lazy to type it all out now . i guess , i wont be ranting abt the trip . i'll rant abt today's trip instead ^^

Went to peranakan's museum just now . it was uber fun ! we were divided into 3 grps and im lucky enough to have my best peeps in the same grp as me (: Before going to the trip , we were asked to stayback from Mr Subash because we made noise during group discussion ytd . -.- all that Jana bonch bonch fault uh . we whisper , then he thought we're shouting . stupid or wad ? if his ears cannot listen to noise , then go teach 2p2 somewhere else uh . we were ASKED to do group discussion . how are we supposed to disscuss when we cnt talk at all ? common sense uh , even if eur the dm , u think i scared with you and eur overgrown stomach uh ? -.- oh anyway , back to the peranakan museum trip ..

Ajmal , Aidil , Matin , Zaza , Syidah , Elyna , Gui Xin , Jasmine , Shu Hui , Hui Qi and Sofia were in my grp , and yes . I had loads of fun listening to the guide talking abt the peranakans . (: i won't be telling much abt the peranakans . go to the museum and experience it eurself ehh . ^.^ oh oh , Hidung Penyek thinks that she's so pretty -.- with this , i can sae tht my grandmother is much more pretty . bodhs punyer anak .

to the spammer whu spammed my blog , so wad if im sec 2 ? ader prob perh ? if eur a guy , u obviously dun hv a dick and no balls down there to state eur name . if eur a girl , dh sah pmpn penakut . yeah , a COWARD . oh , spammers mke me famous ! (:

Rahim Rahim .

2009-02-21T13:35:00.000+08:00

i was asked to update by Mr A before i leave for Malaysia later .. currently , i have nothing to talk about . Too many recent brk-ups lately . and it makes me feel scared to get back into a relationship again . yesterday , Rahim messsaged me .. and our convo was so lame to maxsz .

Rahim: Oi , dh tido ?
Nabila: Aper oie2 ? Aku ader nama ! Blm .
Rahim: Ler , beh ngamok . Gurau2 jer . Ngah uat perh ?
Nabila: Tgk tv .
Rahim: Mesti cite cine . Ataupun mickey mouse . By the way i heard rumour that u admire nizam from 1p2 .
Nabila: Whu the hell is Nizam ? Memandai jer , siapa2 yg sprd rumor tu . Bdk lelaki dri 1p2 sume kental .
Rahim: Ek em . Hmph . Tkpe2 . Bye the way , i just kidding , no rumours . BYE .
Nabila: Siak eh kau . Last werds ; laz lng wif Fiqa . Haha !
Rahim: Wat the hell . Aku tk stead ngan Fiqa seyh . Doesn't mean i am close to her i am her bf .
Nabila: Rafiq sendiri kata . I saw it , on the couples' list . Dun deny it , Rahim .
Rahim: Sumpah seh tk ... Rafiq harapkan jer alim , tpi prangai ...
Nabila: Vokay . Laz lng jer la ngn siapa2 u are wif . LoL . See wad a good ex i am ? XD
Rahim: WAH !!! BAIKNYE .. Earthhhhhh . Bluek .
Nabila: Tk abes2 seyh ngn kau nyer earth -.- nwae , siapa Nizam uh ? Aku nk knl2 sikit . Heee !
Rahim: Adek Shafiqa and she is not my girl .
Nabila: Ew ? Him ? Lebih baik aku amek Mr A siol . Eeeeee . Adek beradek sama species .
Rahim: Asal kwn kau tibe2 jadi baik pat aku ah . Selalu diorg marah pat aku . Wah , dh de admirer seh .
Nabila: They were angry , bcuz we broke up . Nw , i told them u are my bestf n .. Tada ! Haha . Aku yg suruh diorg , jgn trt kau mcm tk baek gytu .
Rahim: Ouh , ok2 .

Firstly , im gonna kill Rafiq on monday for telling me tht they are together . Secondly , I'd rather kill myself rather than being wif Hidung Penyek's brother ; Pokemon . Thirdly , this kind of convo shows tht Rahim is my bestf . Fourthly , Rahim still remembers the mistakes i did when we were together . Last but not least , Rahim is wrong : Mr A is not my admirer . He's my love . (:

ncdcc .

2009-02-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

today started off pretty well .. quite pissed off wif Sidah . Sha and Shud didn't come todae and during recess , i felt lyk something is missing .. it goes the same with ncdcc . Sha and Natyqa didn't attend and only me , Shikz and Sidah were there . Since ma'am didnt come just now , we were released earlier ; ard 4.15 pm . Shikz , sidah and I has nothing to do and we went to the classroom where the Sec 1's were having their knots test . we changed to PT , and joined their training . played games , run ard the sch (1 round) and their training ended ard 5.45 pm . went to the basketball court and noticed the rugby boys going to be dismissed . so , we waited for someone there . Shikz wanted to see F and I wanted to meet him (: reached home , bathe and got ready to go out to Bukit Panjang Plaza . shop here , shopo there but mostly , its not my things . I only bought shirt and a vest . over there , msg-ed Mr A , Check and Shah Indra . butbut , I enjoyed sms-ing Mr A the most . haaa ! (:

Mr A is NOT Ajmal , and Ajmal's Ms N is NOT me .. please , blogreaders , do not get the wrong idea .. my Mr A is muchmuch unique (:

Last wishes ; Rahim and Shafiqa , last longlong , okea ? (;

I Love Mr A (:

suckish dae .

2009-02-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

school sucks today , seriously . i hate english enrichment now . i hate my maths teacher . i hate my sitting partner . i hate Lyon for blocking my view . i hate tht girl frm sec 1 . ohmy , the hates are neverending , i tell you . maths teacher cnt stp nagging . ever since the first day she started teaching our class , she alr starts nagging . abt rules and all . everytime the class whisper , she will always sae ,"Who make noise ah?" or "Why do I hear noise ah?" its damn irritating , i swear . i can gurantee tht u'd want to get out of tht class everytime she start her nagging session ..

moving on , english enrichment today sucks . tht ms unisex was lyk , scolding me and Jasmine , for fooling ard ? whereas at tht tym , we dun even noe wad the hell we are supposed to do . she actually shouted at me and Jasmine ! for goodness sake , we were forced to join tht enrichment lesson . the sch didnt ask for our permission , whether we wanted to join tht thing or nt . we , the students of 2 serve 6 , are not to be pushed ard . who does she think she is , scolding us for no reason ? we're not her dogs , we're not her children either . if she's in a bad mood , why vent it on us ? this kind of people , shouldn't be a teacher . just tke a look at her face ! .. its lyk a guy's face , manzsx ! seriously speaking , it is . with tht big , large nostrils ; long , wavy , blonde-brown hair ; wrinkled and hard face . i hate her to the core .

Ajmal , thanks for the mickey keychain . aku suka sangatsangat ^^ thankyou lyk , a million times . (:

2009-02-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

and to think today was supposed to be our 19 months anniversary . but , you destroyed everything a day before our 18 mths .

so much for my happy ending .

bored . so random .

2009-02-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

going johor later . wif Shasha and family .. will be overnight-ing at my hse there and ll be bck tmrw . ok , well .. today is Valents day . and , so far , i received 3 Valents presents frm various ppl and also Valents wishes by countless of ppl . ;D Check sent me a vid , Mr A gave me the gifts , and H gave me a ... heE ! .. personally , its for me only . so , ltr .. im going to be alone . Kak Zana will be celebrating Valents Day wif her boyf -.- while Kak Mira hv to tkcr of Grandma at home . shits , man . i cnt talk to anyone since my sisters wont be following . so troublesome -.- i dun lyk it , manzsx . hahh !

; Mr A , thanks for the wish (: as you know , the wish from you is always extra special to me . thanks , and i love you (:

long day . i still love you , Mr A .

2009-02-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

today , Mrs Tan showed our interview videos to the class -.- damn it , i look so chubby and fat . i hateeeee tht vid camera . sheeesh ~ hving eng lesson , then the fire alarm go off .. yes , we had evacuation exercise in sch juz now . and , i was in charge for the first aid . oh , i have no idea hw to bandage those people . all i did was instruct Sidah to do the things , and she just do as i say . [seperti kerbau dicucuk hidung] ^^ aft we finish all thse thingy , we were asked to gather at the hall . while waiting , they showed video of civil defence which i dun get the message behind it . (: we were released earlier because everyone behaved themselves earlier . i rushed home , and i reached home ard 12.30 . immediately changed into ncdcc uniform and met Rasidah at our usual spot . meet her alr , go to mcd bcuz my mum nvr cook and my mum wasn't ard at tht time . asked Kak Zana for money and went to spend on foooood . ;D reached mcd , saw Rasidah's mum and aunt , chatting . we joined them and talk + joke ard :D finished eating ard 2 and i still hv my leftover fries and coke , which i gave to the t.rugby girls . they look famished , manzsx . haha . u shuld've seen it . XD

ncdcc , had HAZMAT test . those images tht ma'am showed was gross enough for me to puke . oh anw , i passed the test . (: when ma'am was marking the tests , spotted Aidil and Check Hwee outside the class . Aidil wanted to meet me , to pass the Valents present[s] from Mr A . but , i cant get out of the class -.- finally , we were dismissed ; we were given 5 minutes brk , and i rushed to see Aidil . Aidil passed the message frm Mr A ,"Mr A said , no matter what , he still likes you." and , i felt lyk crying at tht moment ! took the gifts and ma'am Radin was lyk ,"I saw tht . [plus a wideee smile]." kay , then , march here , march thr , run here , run there . -.- yes , i hv leg cramps when i reached home .

Mr A gave me a rose , ferrero rocher and a mickey mse bear for valents day . i still love him , deep down inside . Mr A , wtv it is , i'll still love you . something/someone is keeping us apart and thts why we cant be together . I Love You (':

all gone .

2009-02-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

she got to know abt it . she wanted me to end it straight away . if not , i'll suffer the consequences . she almost slap me . i was scared and the conclusion is :

My Relationship ended because of her .

him . i wanna make things ryt for the first tym .

2009-02-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

im tired of all this happening . he wouldn't have done this to me if he trusted me enough as his girlfriend . but , what does it turn out to be ? .. Tht chinese guy and I are frens . best frens , to be specific . why must he be jealoused ? its not my fault tht i didnt talk to him much , ryt ? i didnt talk much to him cuz i hv no idea wad to talk abt . and , its very awkward to be making jokes and making fun of things wif him . But wif tht guy ..? its very easy bcuz we got along since laz yr . he's my best fren , since last year ! he have to understand .. this isn't love , its crush . if he love me so much , he wont be getting jealous if i hung out and joked ard wif tht guy . he have to make some sense into it . tht guy is a chinese , for god's sake ? does he really think tht i would actually fall in love wif tht guy ? he hv to noe , tht i love him and no one else . since this is wad he thinks , well yeah , thrs nothing i can do .

people have been going ard , calling Atiqah perampas (snatcher) . blogreaders , Atiqah is not a snatcher . i was angry at her , and tht is why i saed all those bad things abt her in my previous blog . but now , i found out all the back story . Atiqah std wif Rahim , and she broke up wif him a few days aft tht .. bcuz , she wanna wake Rahim up , for losing such a good girlfriend like me . Rahim doesn't want a brk , but , Atiqah saed tht , wtv it is , they broke up alr . because of my previous blog , Atiqah's boyf broke up wif her and he even called her perampas . it mkes me feel guilty , doing all this things to her when she wanted to help me . Atiqah , im sorry for doing all this . Syakirin , if u happen to read this , i really appreciate it if you culd patch back wif Atiqah cuz she's a grt girl . Both of you look so sweet together and i dun wanna ruin eur relationship . Im sorry , again .